my own selfishness would
never allow us to be
so, i embraced a desire
to repress my need for
the constant reality
as i continued to still
need you, need me
i loved you
i loved you
i loved you, love me
but, just as if tomorrow
had come to release
today from its' normal
duties, so easily,
yet, so willingly...
i too made my own
choices, i was aware
i relaxed on assumptions
drifted on despair
even found relaxation
in separation
yet, still my heart
screamed for comfort
as if i were somehow
institutionalized by
hurt, controlled by
effortless fear
never committing
never communicating
never admitting,
to thyself how deep
love grew
yet, i did love you
never committing
never communicating
never admitting,
to thyself how deep
love grew
yet, i did love you
my unwanted lovejourney
of fallen loveprints began
leaving unanswered scars
so, then, i tried...
i tried to walk away to
break away these
shattered lovewalls
from within
yet, it remained the same
after all of these years,
i still love you
i still love you
i still love you, love me
today, i stand before you
i surrender
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